day 15 since he back to singapore

its friday!!!!!!!!! but don think tonight i be out cause super broke le sian & bored!!!today wake up din see *him* online guess *he* sleep alreadi... think i m letting go myself alreadi cause i no longer feel anythin as i think *he* have got *his* customer le feel happy for *him* at least pple listen to *his* singing and hope *he* earn many many then can go back thai cos *he* don like singapore life... take care *himself* oso cause *he* olways eat mama not good for *his* health.. shag shag shag oltot 4 days never drink le but to me sleep is never enuff for me hope i can slp thru out 3 days 3 nite hahaaha... 6 days to my BKK trip i hope i can leave here and njoy myself to the maximum and don think of anything about singapore... will miss her (eve) hahahahah hope she njoy when i not ard next week ahahahaha hugsss

Sad ,Worry ,Excited Mood Not gd

Haiz... I now feel scare,worry n excited.2 more weeks i n my hubby is want be real parent.
Nowaday alot of thing happen on me n my hubby especially my hubby i more worry about him.
I only can say we can't change people mind of what they think n we they do,thing is done n happen
so no matter we say how much also no use. i only can say now only our both side mother still around us we must try our best to take care of them.

And my side is worry about money n worry baby will close with us if i let babysitter look after my son plus my sister never work i don't how to say her everyday wake up and play game if not will stay at home watch tv. finally god give me the chance to talk 2 her but she giving me e answer i feel more sad,y i will feel sad she still don't i worry about mum,this house n all expenses. she still can say no $$$ so dun go look 4 jobs .........

If after confinement back to work if can i will go study to up-grade myself that y i keep worry my
mum can't take care my baby i baby will close with babysitter if we give other ppl look after. i dun mind baby close with grandma but other i will feel sad.and my mother-in-law is a handicapped if i give birth n study i have no time to go look for her. My brother-in-law hope will be fine coz he got some court case.