Sad ,Worry ,Excited Mood Not gd

Haiz... I now feel scare,worry n excited.2 more weeks i n my hubby is want be real parent.
Nowaday alot of thing happen on me n my hubby especially my hubby i more worry about him.
I only can say we can't change people mind of what they think n we they do,thing is done n happen
so no matter we say how much also no use. i only can say now only our both side mother still around us we must try our best to take care of them.

And my side is worry about money n worry baby will close with us if i let babysitter look after my son plus my sister never work i don't how to say her everyday wake up and play game if not will stay at home watch tv. finally god give me the chance to talk 2 her but she giving me e answer i feel more sad,y i will feel sad she still don't i worry about mum,this house n all expenses. she still can say no $$$ so dun go look 4 jobs .........

If after confinement back to work if can i will go study to up-grade myself that y i keep worry my
mum can't take care my baby i baby will close with babysitter if we give other ppl look after. i dun mind baby close with grandma but other i will feel sad.and my mother-in-law is a handicapped if i give birth n study i have no time to go look for her. My brother-in-law hope will be fine coz he got some court case.